Nothing. I did not send him my apology yesterday. He has a girl coming out to him this weekend. She needs “consoling”. “What do you mean by “consoling”?? “She needs someone to talk to” ………. I’m not a fucking idiot. This is why I unfriended him. I don’t want to see that. If you must […]Read more "And the cold wind blows.."
I had a bad day yesterday. I’m sorry. I cried all the way home. I was crying long before I texted you. I needed you. All I wanted was for you to talk to me yesterday the most. I don’t know where I went wrong. I was internally begging to know where I stand. I thought […]Read more "I’m sorry"
Russian DNA Discoveries Explain Human ‘Paranormal’ Events So I’m having a go at this website: http://rense.com/general62/expl.htm And I am just sopping it up. Nodding, pondering, questioning. It starts getting into syntax: “To this end they compared the rules of syntax (the way in which words are put together to form phrases and sentences), semantics (the […]Read more "That’s fucking deep"
This is a crazy rollercoaster time of my life right now indeed. Managing his emotions as he flips flop back and forth between “get out” and “stay.” I really don’t have the means to move out right now. I mean I could, and I would struggle, but I don’t think it’s very worth it right now. […]Read more "False Flag"
I found a really cute house for rent for $650.00. Called this morning but no one picked up. I’m gonna try again shortly.. He just keeps flip flopping between “what’s the point” and “let’s make this work” so I think moving out will be good for both of us. And he told me to anyway, […]Read more "These boots were made for walkin’"
Feeling suicidal today. Like what is the point. I am an idiot. My twin flame doesn’t want me. I called off the wedding to my soul mate. Why am I like this? I like to burn everything to the ground. And then look at the ashes and feel torment all over again. I thought burning […]Read more "Suicidal"
Love is easy guys! It truly is. Our own thoughts and feelings about ourselves stop us from fully loving ourselves. If we cannot fully appreciate and love our own bodies and minds, how do we appreciate and love someone else completely? A good friend said to me today, “Most people are only happy in picture […]Read more "Love is easy"